From New York Times 

"Beauregard was supposed to be my son, Tadzio, in ‘Death in Venice,’ and I was supposed to be his mother. We were duplicating it in our own way. Beauregard was a beautiful boy, and I was a beautiful woman, and ‘Death in Venice’ was just opening in the theaters. We went to see it, and we loved it, and we decided it’s our life."

There are no words…but I must have this book IDOLS!